Sange let loose

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 17:36:31 GMT

I got some good news!!!! the Dr has given me the all clear depending on the results of another smear test, but he couldn't see any more abnormal cells .....and when he told me that I told him I wanted to kiss him

I'm off to get drunk now!

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 09:37:53 GMT

You know what , I am shyting myself....I can't decide today whether to go back to bed once I take the kids to school or find things to keep my mind of this afternoon. Mind you when some of ya get the chnace to read this I'll already have been and know what will or wont be happening etc etc .....wish I could be you instead of me for today ....just reading about it later rather than going through it .....selfish thoughts going on in my head but I hope it makes sense.

Thank you to a few people who have sent well wishes,it means a lot,thank you to my man, cause he always seems to know just what to say when I need it the most, the guesty msg this morning really eased my mind ...I love you hunny.

I needed comfort food this morning ...see http://moblog.co.uk/blog/Sange

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 12:57:40 GMT

I have spent all day so far cleaning, and I have only managed downstairs, I've done out my kitchen cupboards and washed the floor by hand.....and all to keep my mind of the fact my baby ...who in January 2001 was like this..

Went to big school this morning looking like this

and yes I had to leave the classroom pretty sharpish before I blubbed

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 14:00:33 GMT

SANDRA
S	is for	Silky
A	is for	Ambitious
N	is for	Normal
D	is for	Delicious
R	is for	Radiant
A	is for	Articulate

What Does Your Name Mean?

SANGE
S	is for	Sporty
A	is for	Arty
N	is for	Neat
G	is for	Gorgeous
E	is for	Earthy

What Does Your Name Mean?

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 08:30:07 GMT

I feel really mardy today, now I don't know whether it's PMT (shouldn't be)or if it's all todo with my hospital appointment coming up very very fast now. My appointments for Friday and I am cacking myself (ok TMI) but ya know what I mean. I think if it is that it is because I am worried now as I have left it 2 months after I should have gone, we have to take the boys with us so Normsk wont be able to come in with me....I know I'll cope it's what I do but it doesn't stop me worrying and the trouble is the more stressed I get the more stressed Normsk will get and it becomes a nasty circle of stressness!!! phewwwww

Tis a big week coming up for me all in all, James starting school on Thursday and hossy on Friday, watch out for signs this week of Sange cracking up ;o)

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 11:27:12 GMT

My youngest starts school on the 1st September, those of you that can remember when I announced I was pregnant can probably feel a lot of the "omg as it really that long ago" but whenever I think about it I get knots in my tummy. He is going to a school I already know as I have Adam there, I know the teachers a lot of the parents I haven't really given it a lot of thought until today....today because I went and bought some of his school uniform. But now I think "that's it" "I 've lost my baby". He has for the past year been attending fulltime nursery so it isn't just feeling that he wont be with me during the day, nursery was a nice safe place, the kids were always watched and always cared for in the best possible way, I'm not saying the school wont do that but I have this dread that once he walks through those school gates I will never get the same little boy back, seeing him standing there in his new grey school trousers makes me realise that although he is going into reception this is school and not a glorified nursery, it isn't optional he has to be there from now on.

Crazy really when I have seen three other children start school, but this is different he is and will be my last child, the days of having a child at home who needs and wants only his mother will stop, soon his teachers will know best and Mummy wont know anything ..... should I mourn it as a loss of think of it as a brand new chapter in our lives together...

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 08:32:34 GMT

I have just had a very close encounter with ~~the devils spawn~~ a crane fly AKA daddy longlegs, now apart from these creatures being pure evil incarnate for what purpose could God in his infinite wisdom have possibly put them on this earth ...apart from scaring the shyt outta me?

I despise spiders, it's a common fact in my household that where there is an arachnid Sange will be as far away as possible, but daddy longlegs are to me the ultimate evil ...they are spiders with wings that dive bomb me from the second they enter all sneakily through the bathroom window I don't believe any creature needs 8 legs that's just asking for trouble. I have spent many a night running round the bedroom being chased by one with Normsk laughing at me.

So I thought I should try and get to know my enemy , and no not take it out for dinner and a movie ...do some research on the net just to see if I could find one possible reason these demons were useful and this is what I found nothing!!!! These demons serve no purpose their larvae eat plant roots and they adults just fly around and cause untold Misery to millions of people.

So I say lets wipe them out ..... if man can cause devastation and destruction on beautiful creatures such as elephants, rhinos and Tigers then surely I can mount a campaign to destroy Crane Fly's!!!

I rest my case

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 15:26:24 GMT

Before I start I would like to warn those of you that are pikeys and have screaming barts not to read any further.....

I am so pissed off it's untrue, I took James to the clinic today to get his pre school booster, after spending over two hours there with loads of other screaming brats children and their pikey mothers, they finally tell us that there is only one person doing the jabs and we would probably have another 2 hour wait!!!!! I think ****ing not!!! I am now going back on wednesday at about 12 .... the thing that pisses me off where I used to live the doctors would do it at the surgery, but here no you have to go to the baby clinic, and anyone with small children will know it is always full of bloomin babies and mothers worrying because ther child wont eat mash potato or something else just as stoopid. Sheeeeeesh all they need to do is roll up his sleeve and jab him ffs.

Before all this I went food shopping with the boys and to be honest it was ok not the utter battle I had the other day, they were so good and helpfull infact that I bought then an adventure set, its a dome tent and a teepee tent that you attach together with a tunnel....infact its so big I can't get it all in the front room!!!

Normsk moaned cause he hadn't got a toy, so this afternoon I bought him his own domain name and webhosting ......is the world ready for a www.normsk.co.uk?

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 08:49:50 GMT

Yesterday after dinner/lunch whatever you wanna call it, we decided to take the boys to the park. There is one near us that you can go on a lovely walk (and yes I did say walk) through woodlands and then along past a river, where you walk high above the river through even more woodland. Mad maybe but I absoultly adore this type of walking listening to the boys make up storys about what animals and creatures live where, although Normsk is the biggest storymaker....In the middle of the woodland there is a fenced off area just a small wooden fence that covers where an old building used to be, now Normsk informs the kids that this area was actually a house in years gone by and then fence was there to keep out the dinosaurs.James listend intently taking in every word, but Adam pipes up...that fence wouldnt keep the dinosaurs out, they could easierly jump over it!!

The kids love it when Normsk comes walking with us, because he takes them up the steepest hills and on all the "dangerous bits" the bits mummy wont take em incase someone breaks a leg or falls down a 40ft drop!!

On the way home we stopped at the petrol station so Normsk could get some fags, out he comes with a newspaper as well.....and this is the conversation that followed

Sange: I've already bought you a paper, was mine not good enough?

Normsk: Yours was wonderful I just fancied a change

Sange: Oh so that what ya gonna say when you get another woman then .... I just fancied a change?

Normsk: (laff) Of course not its just I;ve read the other one

Sange: Ah but you've had me!!!!!!

Ok maybe you had to be there

We spent the rest of the afternoon watching the "the return of the king" and after the boys went to bed a marathon session of "Buffy the vampire slayer" who said romance was dead ;o)

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 14:47:37 GMT

Back from watford gap ...............I hate that drive, but you can hear a pin drop in this house, it is amazing the difference having only 2 children makes.

I have an incrediably numb bum though......but am enjoying sitting with me feet up and having a decent brew in my hands

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 10:12:26 GMT

Can someone explain to me why it is that taking your children to Tescos, is like preparing to go into battle?

Firstly we have the row over who is going to walk out the front door first, then who is going to sit in the front seat of the car (at times I just wanna say ok you drive) then we get there and it's who will push the shopping trolley, then we have ......can we have this can we have that. Next comes the three hours it takes to pick a sweet and no matter how much you say to them you can spend 50 pence there is always one that says "I can't find anything" even though there is an aisle full of sweets to choose from. Then we have the having to put their sweets on the checkout first so they can be the first one to have them as soon as they get through the till.

You know what I love my kids to death, but sometimes I could kill them!!

I know I am far to soft on them, but then I am soft on everyone, anything for an easy life me, I dont wanna be disliked it's very important to me (maybe cause I don't really like myself) not sure what the answer is , do I stay as I am and be a soft touch or sweet as someone discribed me? or do I get tough.....but then have I got it in me to be tough? dont think so.....

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 12:53:34 GMT

Boinggggggggggg and as if by magic the shopkeeper appeared!

I've been watching a game of Tennis on a message board, although I think there were a few foul serves, it did have the promise of being quiet exciting, but nope instead of shouting "it was clearly in" at the umpire it sorta under up like a under fives egg and spoon race......

Any way enough of that, I've spent this morning doing stuff to my garden, it's funny how I get so my pleasure outta doing the strangest things, normally when I feel like this I clean though. And bliss the kids are watching the spongebob square pants movie and are being dare I say .....quiet!!!!

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 02:20:05 GMT

With the heartbreak open
So much you can't hide
Put on a little makeup makeup
Make sure they get your good side good side

If the words unspoken
Get stuck in your throat
Send a treasure token token
Write it on a pound note pound note

Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do?
Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do?
Subtle innuends follow
There must be something inside he's hiding

Now see I really loved Adam and the Ants, but I didn't quiet remember the lyrics as those, I thought it said ..."can't sleep can't dance, what do you do?" but in a way the actual lyrics are more apt!

I bet ya thinking to yaself what is that dozy cow doing up at this time of night, and wtf is she ratteling on about now? and rightly so....well ya see I couldn't sleep was a tossing and turning and coughing! boy can I cough and then I thought I'm gonna wake Normsk up all this coughing so hence I came downstairs.....tis ok they will be away again in a mo, stole some of his cough mixture had a fag (cause that alaways helps with the cough) and a nice drink of water (note water!)

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 14:16:09 GMT

I've just walked bloomin miles!!! and I mean miles. Took the kids to one of the parks around here and we finally managed to walk all the way round the lake... my feet are killing me, but at least for the last ten mins they haven't argued or started fighting with each other ....yet! Trouble is all that fresh air has made me feel so sleepy so gonna have to think of something todo now to keep me awake.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:20:45 GMT

This was posted elsewhere so I thought I'd pop my results in here http://www.iondesign.net/drinkometer//

You are rated Ozzy Osbourne

Ermmmmmmmmm I do drink to much!!!

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:07:27 GMT

Isn't it good to get a few things off ya chest? Last night I managed to sort out a few differences with someone that I really did have no intention of falling out with , I know I feel better about it all and hopefully they do to.

Normsk had a date last night!!! he came home from work got bathed and dressed did his hair and smelt lovely , and I let him walk out the door even though I knew he was taking another woman out for dinner.......luckly it was his daughter ;o) I then spent the next few hours watching tv with the boys and after they had gone to bed messing on the pc till he came home.

I have felt so tired the last few nights so last night we had an earlish night (and I drank no booze )

So far this morning all I seem to be doing is shouting at the kids, I said I would take them to the park if they were good, so far they haven't been (to be honest I think they are bored with each other) so now if they can be good this morning we will go this afternoon (I think we wont be going somehow) I was even thinking of hiring a bouncy castle to keep them amused but then thought they would probably just kill each other on it. It's a shame really as the two eldest go back to their dad on Saturday but it does seem that as they dont live together anymore they do find it hard to "live" together.....

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 11:57:01 GMT

Dear Email provider,

I do not need or ever will need ...... Viagra, my penis enlarged, Diet pills, Fast Sharon or Lorna and pain killers or more. If at anytime in my future I require these things then I will contact these people direct ..... oh and whilst I am at it , I dont want to know that John, Robert Paul or anyone else wishes to talk to me on MSN as I don't want to talk to them!!!!

Don't ya just love spam!!

I have a list as long as my arm of the things I need to do today so hmmmmmmm best get started

Jobs I need to do

Washing

Ironing

Cleaning

Shopping

Daniels phone

Change my hospital appointment

Have a nervous Breakdown

Ok all you brainy phone type people I need some help, my son's mobile phone wont allow us to go to his msg's all it keeps doing is saying "please wait" now he has had a few problems with his phone and I've phoned orange and they seem to think he needs an update but unless I can get into his msg's and delete them all I can't recieve the update ....so helpppppppp

Catch up

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 09:22:51 GMT

Sunday
10am:

Last night I had such a good time, it started off with me chuckling and ended up with me in fits!!

Firstly found some very interesting reading material, tis amazing the information you can find on the internet (and no twasn't porn)

Secondly had a giggle about a website with Normsk that we are both members of after showing the world my arse (in more ways than one), reading and exchanging msg's with a muppet (and no not the fluffy kind ) gosh some people are so desparate....Friendly Fairy my arse (sorry ya just had to be there)

Spoke to two wonderful people on the dog and bone, Janet and Dave, a ickle beauty of a country bumpkin and a posh ole git!! We so have to meet up in RL. I have such a hangover this morning but I can honestly say that I haven't had as much fun online as I did last night for ages, infact probably the last time we all hooked up till gone 2 am lmao.

It's nice have "true" friends, rather than people who say your their friend because of who you are or what you can do for them! I imagine being like that must be so sad....

Any ways off to Gulivers world today hopefully unless rain stops play....so play nice all mwahhhhhhh

7pm:

Well we survived Gulivers world, the kids had a great time and by the time Normsk had sobbered up so did he!!But if you ever go to one ....do not attempt to go on the cycle Momorail with a 4 year old that can't reach the pedals as it's a killer on the legs (although I think it might have done my arse some good) Luckly I had Normsk and Sean behind me so kept stopping and let them push me round the corners As per usuall I kept well away from the log flume, as Normsk came down with my eldest Daniel he told him not to duck which he did and Normsk got soaked heehee. We ended up on the tea cups which I never go in with Normsk, not sure why but now if I go on anything that spins I feel soooooooo sick , and yes he spins like a mad man the older kids love it though.

The kids are now playing outside with the swords and axes they bought and I'm off to have a nice soak in the bath (so I'm not around when one of them kills one of the others )

Keep safe ....mwahhhh

Big Brother

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 08:32:14 GMT

So it has come to an end, the Big Brother house has sent packing it's last lodger and like any old and tied guesthouse by the sea will now sit quietly waiting for the next round of blatant wanna bee's (well of course we now still have the yearly ritual of Celebrity Big Brother in January).

I must admit that when Big Brother started 6 years ago I didn't really watch the first one, and having just finished watching this last one I wish I had!

My experience of Big Brother really started in BB2, I must admit I got quiet excited by the whole idea. After all, these people were putting themselves at our mercy. What would the house look like? What would the people be like? Would they get on? What things would they do to pass the time? Would they go mad before they got out the house?

The first few BB's I watched were very interesting with fairly ordinary people in it. The sort of people you wouldn't be surprised to come across when walking down your local high street, to be honest. And they used to do those interesting slots with people analysing the housemate's behaviour...I can't recall seeing any such slots this series.

Big Brother has become increasingly sensationalist and ridiculous with every passing series. They seem to go out their way to pick the most outlandish housemates, people who'll conflict with each other and people who'll be keen to jump into bed with each other. The tasks they are giving are becoming more ridiculous, too. I remember in the initial series they used to give tasks that would take some skill and time to accomplish. Things that would occupy the housemates and that were achievable if all the housemates put in the time and effort to attain the level of skill needed. Nowadays, however, they seem to go for silly tasks that don't require development of any skills, but rather involve dressing up in silly outfits, over-acting and/or running to the diary room in response to a pre-specified stimulus.

In the earlier Big Brother's you felt that you got to see all of the housemates' personalities in their own right through watching them spending time together and trying to achieve goals as a team, but these days Big Brother seems more inclined to encourage faction fighting and conniving behaviour through giving the housemates very little to do, driving them to boredom and making what would otherwise have been insignificant incidents into all out wars. Also, secret 'missions' and the like are being given, where one person is separate from the group and either kept in the dark about something else the group knows, or else is encouraged to keep the rest of the group in the dark about something he or she knows.

The glory days of Big Brother are most certainly passed. Really the 1st and 2nd years of Big Brother were the best of a bad lot, but now it has really run of course and it seems about time that it was put out of it's misery!

Unless some how BB can go back to it's roots I can't see me for one tuning in next year.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 10:49:36 GMT

Thank you for replying you have eased my mind a lot

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 09:25:15 GMT

My 4 year old has green poo!!! should I be worried?

Were back

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 10:01:09 GMT

Had a fantastic holiday all brown but now have nasty cold :o(

Builders gate update:

We got through the post yesterday and huge letter from the council......we have managed to get a tree preservation order on all the trees, woodlands and shrubs where the builders wanted to build!!!! yeah for the small guy (ie us) we now have 6 months to send in the reasons we feel the woodland should stay and if the builder attempts to cut anything else down he could be fined upto £2,000 for every shrub tree etc he touches

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 02:41:28 GMT

Ooooooooooooooooo we are at the airport....and it wont let me into half the sites I use.....and they aint porn!!!!!!!

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 09:24:22 GMT

Oh oh oh oh if ya get the chance watch "Hide and Seek" of course ya might have already but it is a very very good film

I'm hungover, very sore from one of my jabs (I feel like I've been punched in the arm) and full of wind!!

Got to get everything sorted today for our hols, the dryers on as I type, Normsk is snoring in bed (too many beers) and I'm def going back to sleep later today as we are leaving here now at about 230am tomorrow morning (so for any burgalars thats ya time to shine)

Doubt I will be writing in this again before I get back so hope you all keep safe and I'll catch up with you in a week

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 17:38:22 GMT

Ouch and more ouch , them bloody jabs are horrible....... oh and we were told not to have sex in Africa??????????? although after much protesting she did say I mean with people you dont know!!!!